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~cloudelfinulr36:iconcloudelfinulr36:

Stalked by a Lighstand.  

  • Status: Member
  • Wannabe Poet
  • Female/United States
  • Offline for 1d 21h 11m 43s
  • Deviant since Apr 9, 2005, 9:29 PM
  • 24 Deviations
  • 1 Scrap [browse]
  • 1,013 Deviation Comments
  • 81 Deviant Comments
  • 479 Forum Posts
  • 1,434 Pageviews

note card

I'm a sexy note card  Thin but wide.  
Blue and pink lines;  on you write.  When you've written on me,  See for yourself;  I am now just grey and white.

Recent Deviations

Not Worth MentioningI wish I could spit out  Your existence the  Same way I do  Your name.   
But I can't;   
You're a spider crawilng  
Around in my head  Weaving your bile  In my mind  Like a web.   
But unlike a spider,  I can't squash you  Into Hell where you  Belong, because you're  Like the cockroach  That refuses to  Die. Not Worth Mentioning
in Open on 4/6/08
projectionProjecting my misery outward  It doesn't make sense to feel  it for no reason  If it's going to ravage my  mind  It may as well ravage my  
body projection
in Open on 11/25/07
ThunderRage.  Roar.  Rattle houses,  Shake the earth.  Show your dominance.   
Never mind you  
Come in second;  You are power,  You are fear,  You are control.   
You make young ones  
Quail under their  Blankets, hugging their  Teddies tighter.   
You make old ones  Shudder at repressed  Memories of their  
Youth.   
You make lovers hold each  
Other tighter, seeking  Solace in their now  Urgent kisses.   
You make good ones  
Giggle and squeal  
At your audacity;  Still unable to judge you.  &n Thunder
in Open on 9/25/07
You're LuckyI wish I could let the foul words that are  Decomposing in my head to seethe  
From my lips in a tone so livid,  
They'd blister your punctured ego  You're lucky I don't have the nerve.   
I wish I had the influence to post  Your ignorance on every billboard throughout  The world-understood by all; to broadcaste it  
Any place a person inhabits, so all can  
Bare witness as the ants busy themselves  Above your self-esteem. I want them to laugh  As you try to waltz over the ants in hopes of  
Distracting their eyes, but only to reveal your  Two right feet instead.  You' You're Lucky
in Open on 7/19/06
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Random Favourites

Bleeding my Heart Away
by ~demondragon11
Showtime Colored Version 2
by ~Clemars
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Recent Watchers

Complete List

I"m turing into the drone now

Journal Entry: Tue Mar 18, 2008, 5:37 PM
  • Mood: b0x0rz-less
  • Listening to: America's Funniest Home Videos
  • Reading: Song of Solomon & The Book of Air and Shadows
  • Watching: The screen
  • Playing: pretend
  • Eating: and Apple
  • Drinking: chamomiel (sp) tea
I'm eating an apple, feeling extremely apathetic to basically everything, drinking chamomiel (sp?), and doing my best to stave off depression and anxiety...It might work
I've decided to give up this semester. Yep you heard it. I. Give. Up.

It's just too fucking much.
I need to start over.
Not that I really believe that a fresh start will change anything, but I'm quite practiced in the art of delusion, so we'll see how this pans out.

(by the way, prepare yourselves for and explosion of atomic proportions)
Spring Break starts Friday. How I plan to spend it:
Reading.
Movies.
Homework (maybe)

Good news!!!

I am officially a student at the University of Nebraska Lincoln!!!


Bad news...or rather, old news:

I have yet-again-nothing-new-yadda-yadda forsaken you deviantArt. The only site on this World Wide Web where I felt I truly belonged. Well, not really...but you know. It is certainly my most favorite website. So why do I continue to neglict it???
The tootsie-pop mystery of the century...well, not really.
The reason why I havn't been on is because I was absent for like, 3 weeks, and then computer time was available again, but I came on and my deviations had built up again. Not having the time to answer them all and not knowing when the next computer visit was gonna be, I decided to leave....and not come back on for 3 months. Yes guilt and shame had me running with my tail between my legs.
I'm not exactly one to confront her problems. It's a weakness, I own up to it, realize it is there, and do not promise to do a damn thing about it.
You get used to it.
Or perish!! *insert evil laugh*


K, I think I have entertained my non audience with my novella for long enough...
toodles.

2 Comments | Previous Journal Entries

Devious Information

  • Current Age: 17
  • Current Residence: Cornland
  • Interests: reading, watching TV, hanging with my friends, internet...
  • Favourite movie: Meet the Robinsons, Pride and Prejudice, Disny musicals, Moulan Rouge
  • Favourite band or musician: much too many to mention
  • Favourite genre of music: rock, country, jazz, hip hop, pop, oldies, classical
  • Favourite poet or writer: Tamora Pierce,Dianna Wynne Jones, e.e.cummings, Sarah Dessen
  • MP3 player of choice: in my dreams
  • Skin of choice: mine
  • Favourite game: Yes, I'm still trying to finish Rachet and Clank, and so far, it's still my fav
  • Favourite gaming platform: board, or Wii (b/c they would like to play lol)
  • Favourite cartoon character: MARVIN THE MARTIAN (sp?)!!, and/or, but not limited too: timmy turner, & stewie
  • Personal Quote: I blame hysteria
  • Tools of the Trade: emotions, life experiences, mood, pencil, and paper

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Devious Comments

~icezdragonz:iconicezdragonz: Apr 5, 2008, 5:32:31 AM
ty for the new fave 8D

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=3
~silverelf448:iconsilverelf448: Mar 28, 2008, 10:15:31 PM Mood: Affection
Thanks much for the fave. :glomp:

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If I drink enough coffee, I could rule the world! :coffeemachine: Or blow up from over-consumption of caffeine, whichever comes first. :D
=MiniCow:iconMiniCow: Mar 28, 2008, 5:34:52 PM
thanku for the fav! :heart: u:heart:

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"hello ninj, how are you enjoying your wii?"
"fine, santa, how are you enjoying my soul?"
~cloudelfinulr36:iconcloudelfinulr36: Mar 28, 2008, 4:10:38 PM
As always, your most welcome.
*tips hat*
wait, I mean
*Curtsys*

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My toaster does not want to take over the world...
Right?
~cloudelfinulr36:iconcloudelfinulr36: Mar 28, 2008, 4:09:18 PM
Or I'm just slacking in the checking up department.

you really are slacking in the artsy department.
no joke.
:)

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My toaster does not want to take over the world...
Right?
~B-Smitty:iconB-Smitty: Mar 27, 2008, 7:27:30 PM
Thanks for the fav!

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"Gentlemen, it's seems as though we are not all in agreement."
"I disagree!"
~Clemars:iconClemars: Mar 27, 2008, 3:40:45 PM
Lol, wow I haven't thanked you for a favorite in a long time. Seems I am slacking the artsy department. Thank-you for the favorite.

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Great Ghandi's Vagina!!!!!!!!
~B-Smitty:iconB-Smitty: Oct 16, 2007, 10:43:26 AM
Thanks for the faves! :hug:

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"Gentlemen, it's seems as though we are not all in agreement."
"I disagree!"
~Clemars:iconClemars: Oct 15, 2007, 4:54:04 PM
Lol, looks like I am thanking you for a fav.

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Great Ghandi's Vagina!!!!!!!!
~cloudelfinulr36:iconcloudelfinulr36: Oct 8, 2007, 4:44:51 PM
Your most welcome!
:)

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"In reading, one should notice and fondle details." :reading:
~Nabokov
"I say drop a mouse into a poem
and watch him probe his way out,"
~Billy Collins
~cloudelfinulr36:iconcloudelfinulr36: Oct 8, 2007, 4:44:21 PM
Of course I fav'd you, you silly ducky
:glomp:

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"In reading, one should notice and fondle details." :reading:
~Nabokov
"I say drop a mouse into a poem
and watch him probe his way out,"
~Billy Collins
=Toxxic-Vixen:iconToxxic-Vixen: Oct 5, 2007, 1:07:50 PM
Thanks for the :+fav:~! =D

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roses are red, violets are blue, when god gave out brains... where the hell were you?;P :pointandlaugh: ;P
~Clemars:iconClemars: Oct 1, 2007, 4:59:12 PM
Wheeeee, you fav'd me you fav'd me. *dances across your page*

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Great Ghandi's Vagina!!!!!!!!
~dozenoggins:icondozenoggins: Mar 1, 2007, 6:00:27 PM
hola(geek-stink-breath here)!
remember the ~thebookclub?

my friend decided to let that go,
i started a new club,
similar only not exactly.

i'm going to be running this one,
and we're definitely going to be active.

hope you'll consider joining!

(just read our journal for more information)
~B-Smitty:iconB-Smitty: Nov 26, 2006, 9:12:20 AM
Thank you for the fav :hug:

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"Gentlemen, it's seems as though we are not all in agreement."
"I disagree!"
~B-Smitty:iconB-Smitty: Aug 27, 2006, 8:48:55 PM
Thanks for the fav!

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"Gentlemen, it's seems as though we are not all in agreement."
"I disagree!"
~Clemars:iconClemars: Aug 25, 2006, 11:25:46 AM
:glomp: Thanx for the fav you myspace addict you :glmop:

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Great Ghandi's Vagina!!!!!!!!
~lorem-ipsum:iconlorem-ipsum: Aug 24, 2006, 9:34:15 AM
thanks for fav! xD

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Insert Signature Text Here :coffeemachine:
~B-Smitty:iconB-Smitty: Aug 14, 2006, 9:30:21 PM
Thank you so much for the watch! :heart:

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"Gentlemen, it's seems as though we are not all in agreement."
"I disagree!"
~Clemars:iconClemars: Jul 27, 2006, 12:14:58 PM
:glomp: thanx for the fav!

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Great Ghandi's Vagina!!!!!!!!
~demondragon11:icondemondragon11: Jul 26, 2006, 2:08:19 PM
I have decide that you are crazy! :hug: :glomp:

I :heart: you though, whether crazy or not!
~ukomi164:iconukomi164: Jul 21, 2006, 10:02:22 AM
Thanks for the fave on GIR! =D

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"I did it in the study with the candlestick!...Wait, that didn't come out right...."

"Well, that's a new way to get a bikini wax....XD" --Me playing Clue
~morosemordant:iconmorosemordant: Jul 20, 2006, 12:38:26 PM
Thanks for yet another fave :hug:

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BUT I DIDN'T DO IT!!!
[link] My prints
~Clemars:iconClemars: Jul 19, 2006, 7:45:57 AM
:glomp: Thanx for the fav :glomp:

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Great Ghandi's Vagina!!!!!!!!
~morosemordant:iconmorosemordant: Jul 13, 2006, 12:39:11 PM
Thanks for the fave :heart: again... :D

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BUT I DIDN'T DO IT!!!
[link] My prints
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