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by ~cloudelfinulr36
I Love You - revised...finallyWake up, no shower;  I took one the night before.  Wait for school see your face  and know that nothing is for sure.   
Not knowing is a problem,  and wondering all day  doesn't help to ease the pain  or bliss of my first kiss that day.   
I go to school,  see your face again,  wonder why you did what you did  and pray to God that something might begin.   
Walk up to the building,  gloomy and dark,  feel your hand on my body  and the shivers start.   
The ecstasy of it all.   
The feel of your touch  helps me to believe  I h I Love You - revised...finally
by ~cloudelfinulr36
WordsThe words flow through me  I’m the vassal  They swirl around invisible to  
All but me.   
I pluck them out of the breeze  
And stick them to the paper  So all can marvel at their existance.  So they can be seen.   
We don’t always work too well.  They sometimes want to be seen  In a way I’m not ok with showing,  And sometimes I want them to say  
Something they don’t want to speak.  Sometimes though,   
We work so coherently  
I wonder if maybe we are one,  These words and I. Words
by ~cloudelfinulr36
The Silliest ThingYou asked about the silliest  
Thing.  The only thing we've talked aobut  
So far,  But the one thing that convinces me  That I'm not alone in this  (for once).   
You asked about it to our  
Middle Man (twice)  And I haven't stopped smiling since.   
I smile in my sleep now  As I dream of  
Tuna Sandwiches  Because you had to ask him about  The silliest thing  (twice).   
"Did those sandwiches taste alright?"  Just so you can tell me  (later);  "Yes, even though you don't eat them,  You make some  kick ass  Tuna S The Silliest Thing
by ~cloudelfinulr36
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He's my Indian Summer

Tue May 5, 2009, 7:24 AM
  • Mood: Love
  • Listening to: iTunes shuffle
  • Reading: The Dark Mirror
  • Watching: nothing
  • Playing: nothing
  • Eating: nothing
  • Drinking: coffee
So...I have once again disappeared from the DA.
I sorry DA I really do love you!!!!

See what happened was...um...I fell in love.
Yeah. I. Fell. In. Love.
And you want to know the best part?????
HE LOVES ME TOO!!!

Was I not the angsty teen since I was 13???
Yes. And not just angsty; awkward, bookworm, dorky, depressed, ... um, other stuffs? I'll let you be the judge of that.
Anyways, he's been the reason for my disappearance. Seriously, and it may not be very healthy I'll admit, but we haven't left each other's sides for longer than 12 hours except on VERY rare occasions.
Idc. I am so blissfully happy right now. I mean, yeah there are the bumps. We are pretty different people.
He was the party/stereotypical jock in high school, running through girls, drinking every night, being an ass, fighting, doing drugs...
And I was...well, me. And we know how that was...lol

You may well ask, Oh Fabulous Nicole! Why are you with such a person?
Well, curious reader. He's not that person anymore. No I didn't "change" him. Jeezeus. I am fairly delusional, but not THAT bad! He had fixed himself up before we met. I mean, he still needed a few tweaks and I did try to do that....But obviously that didn't work, as soon as I let off though, he came to it himself.

He's so adorable. He's a dork. He's so cute (in the personality kinda way). He's sweet. He cares for me when I'm sick or depressed or stressed. If I need to cry on his shoulder, he holds me instead, even though my leaky tear ducts scare the shit out him.

I think I've left you DA for a good person.
Well, I know he's a good person...that is actually the one thing about him I will change, his self image. His father is a real fuckface. My baby is a good person. He's made some mistakes, but he's not a fuckup. I have to convince him of this.

Anyway. We've been together for 6 months on Thursday. And I don't think I have ever been happier.

Also...I have a tattoo.
I'll post pics as soon as I find my camera.

You guys are great. :love:
I missed you all immensely...


And that was my love rant on my lovey

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This is me...at the zoo con mi novio...um...
I'm standing next to the pretty birds...

lol

Here on DA I am known as a writer. In the real world, I am naught but a procrastinator and apparant fuck-up.
I like living in the DA.

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  • Current Residence: Home
  • deviantWEAR sizing preference: Medium
  • Interests: reading, watching TV, hanging with my friends, internet...
  • Favourite movie: Meet the Robinsons, Pride and Prejudice, Disny musicals, Moulan Rouge, Lord of the Rings
  • Favourite band or musician: Panic at the Disco, Breaking Benjamin, Alanis Morisette, MCR, Frank Sinatra...to name a few
  • Favourite genre of music: rock, country, jazz, hip hop, pop, oldies, classical
  • Favourite poet or writer: Tamora Pierce,Dianna Wynne Jones, e.e.cummings, Juliet Marillier, Jane Austen
  • MP3 player of choice: in my dreams
  • Skin of choice: mine
  • Favourite game: Yes, I\'m still trying to finish Rachet and Clank, and so far, it\'s still my fav
  • Favourite gaming platform: board, or Wii (b/c they would like to play lol)
  • Favourite cartoon character: MARVIN THE MARTIAN (sp?)!!, and/or, but not limited too: timmy turner, & stewie
  • Personal Quote: I prefer emotional highs to their chemical counterparts.
  • Tools of the Trade: emotions, life experiences, mood, pencil, and paper

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~Clemars:iconClemars: Nov 6, 2008, 7:57:01 AM
:highfive: Thanks for the fav me lady :highfive:

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Great Ghandi's Vagina!!!!!!!!
~cloudelfinulr36:iconcloudelfinulr36: Nov 7, 2008, 9:40:53 AM
You know it's just how I roll ;)

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My toaster does not want to take over the world...
Right?
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Know that when I hate you it's because I love you to a point of passion that it unhinges my soul.
Mood: Joy *davidkawena:icondavidkawena: Oct 15, 2008, 4:31:20 AM
Thanks a lot for all the faves! :P

Have a Great Day!

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Now I can see things for what they really are
I guess I'm not that far
I'm at the point of no return
Just watch me burn!
~cloudelfinulr36:iconcloudelfinulr36: Oct 16, 2008, 6:29:05 AM
You're welcome!
They're just so fantastic, I couldn't help myself :giggle:
Great work! :D

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My toaster does not want to take over the world...
Right?
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Know that when I hate you it's because I love you to a point of passion that it unhinges my soul.
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Morals tomorrow, comedy tonight!
~A Funny Thing Happened On the Way to the Forum
~Didulou:iconDidulou: Oct 12, 2008, 5:11:50 AM
thanks for the fav!!

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i'm not a light
i'm a bike lost in the attic
i'm a broken toy made with sliver plastic
i'm what i say i'm!
~cloudelfinulr36:iconcloudelfinulr36: Oct 13, 2008, 7:05:01 AM
You're very welcome! :D

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My toaster does not want to take over the world...
Right?
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Know that when I hate you it's because I love you to a point of passion that it unhinges my soul.
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Morals tomorrow, comedy tonight!
~A Funny Thing Happened On the Way to the Forum
=Toxxic-Vixen:iconToxxic-Vixen: Jul 22, 2008, 10:35:30 AM
Thanks for another:+fav:~♥

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Roses are red, violets are blue, when god gave out brains, where the hell were you?:pointandlaugh:

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~cloudelfinulr36:iconcloudelfinulr36: Jul 22, 2008, 2:24:11 PM
You're welcome
:peace:

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My toaster does not want to take over the world...
Right?
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