So...I have once again disappeared from the DA.
I sorry DA I really do love you!!!!

See what happened was...um...I fell in love.
Yeah. I. Fell. In. Love.
And you want to know the best part?????
HE LOVES ME TOO!!!

Was I not the angsty teen since I was 13???
Yes. And not just angsty; awkward, bookworm, dorky, depressed, ... um, other stuffs? I'll let you be the judge of that.
Anyways, he's been the reason for my disappearance. Seriously, and it may not be very healthy I'll admit, but we haven't left each other's sides for longer than 12 hours except on VERY rare occasions.
Idc. I am so blissfully happy right now. I mean, yeah there are the bumps. We are pretty different people.
He was the party/stereotypical jock in high school, running through girls, drinking every night, being an ass, fighting, doing drugs...
And I was...well, me. And we know how that was...lol

You may well ask, Oh Fabulous Nicole! Why are you with such a person?
Well, curious reader. He's not that person anymore. No I didn't "change" him. Jeezeus. I am fairly delusional, but not THAT bad! He had fixed himself up before we met. I mean, he still needed a few tweaks and I did try to do that....But obviously that didn't work, as soon as I let off though, he came to it himself.

He's so adorable. He's a dork. He's so cute (in the personality kinda way). He's sweet. He cares for me when I'm sick or depressed or stressed. If I need to cry on his shoulder, he holds me instead, even though my leaky tear ducts scare the shit out him.

I think I've left you DA for a good person.
Well, I know he's a good person...that is actually the one thing about him I will change, his self image. His father is a real fuckface. My baby is a good person. He's made some mistakes, but he's not a fuckup. I have to convince him of this.

Anyway. We've been together for 6 months on Thursday. And I don't think I have ever been happier.

Also...I have a tattoo.
I'll post pics as soon as I find my camera.

You guys are great.
I missed you all immensely...


And that was my love rant on my lovey